Oct 11, 2014

Freedom

photo credit: majamarko via photopin cc

Insecurities are part of writing. I know that which is why I try not to let them get to me. When I'm tired or get another rejection letter the doubts are starting to creep up on me. Should I keep writing, isn't it a waste of time, am I making a fool of myself, etcetera. I hardly dared to write any Lavender stories any longer, but I told myself I have to get over it and the only way to achieve that is by writing them again. I've ordered an avatar and once that's ready I'm going to be posting regular stories like I used to. I miss Lavender and I'm pretty sure she misses me. I think it's more important that I'm having fun than anything else. Finding a publisher is my dream, but fortunately there is more than one way to get there. I should enjoy the process. I don't write for the money, I only do it for the love. If I can make people feel just a fraction of that I think I've already succeeded. I've chosen this butterfly photo as it represents freedom. I want to set my creativity free to see where that will get me. That will take a lot of courage, so I think I need to take baby steps at first, but I would love to be able to fly!

--- Suzanne ---

4 comments:

  1. What a heart felt post. Suzanne I'm sure one day I will see your name on a book. I miss Lavender. Butterflies are beautiful as are you xx

    ReplyDelete
  2. Thank you for your wonderful comment! I have tears in my eyes now, it's so sweet of you to say that. xxx

    ReplyDelete
  3. What a great post. Thanks for sharing :)

    ReplyDelete

Be an e-tailPR blogger