May 3, 2014

Kissing Calvin Again!



On Friday after work I was getting ready to go out with my friends. I put on my Yumi Daisy Dress and NW3 Amelie T Bar Shoes and at the moment I opened the door to walk out I found Calvin standing there. I don't know if it was a coincidence or if he had been there for a while. He told me he wanted to talk to me, so I went back inside and sat down with him. I didn't ask him if he wanted to have something to drink, because I was in a hurry, but after Monday I thought the least I could do was hear him out. That wasn't Calvin's plan though. As soon as we were both the sofa he pulled me on his lap and kissed me. It was just as intense and wonderful as the time he kissed me at the pub. I forgot everything around me including my friends and soon we ended up in my bedroom...
What I missed with Lester is what I have with Calvin, lots of sparks and chemistry, but even though we were room mates for a while I don't know very much about him. He's always teasing and we never really talk. Afterwards he asked me 'Are you sure you don't want me to be your boyfriend?' Before I could give him my reply I left. Now I'm asking myself, do I want him to be my boyfriend? He's good looking with blonde curls and bright blue eyes and I certainly feel lust, but I have no idea if I actually like him. Is that possible? How could I say yes to his question if I can't even answer that? I'm not even sure if I want to be in a relationship at the moment.
Of course my friends had to wait quite a while before I turned up. I needed to make myself presentable again and I was already late before Calvin arrived. When I arrived at Jenna's I felt kind of guilty, but not really.

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