Apr 3, 2014

Ben and Ben and Ben again


When I'm having a Wednesday date with Ben I always try to wear a special dress. This time I chose an embroidered skater dress from Asos. I wanted to look sweet to soften the blow of what I was about to tell him later in the evening.
At first Samuel and I made our usual round through the library. Ben told me on Monday he wanted to test me and that I was allowed to see Samuel again. I thought it was an April Fool's Day joke, but it appears to be true. I wonder how I ended up dating such a strange man. I read a book with Samuel and later at their home I continued teaching him how to read. It was really great to spend time with him again. Which was what I did the entire time, giving my attention to Samuel and not to Ben. I didn't do that intentionally, but I felt betrayed and hurt.
Ben prepared a simple dinner for us. He made a casserole and yogurt ice cream with fruit for desert. After dinner we played a board game with Samuel until it was time for him to go to bed. Then I could finally have my talk with Ben. I told him I hoped he would never pull a stunt like that again and that I wasn't amused. I'm still angry, but I think he understood what I meant. I told him that it would be nice if he'd start thinking about my feelings for a change too and that if he doesn't do that I won't stay with him. He agreed to do so and hopefully our next date will be better. 
He called me today to tell me that he's sorry, that was a sweet phone call.

Shoes: Ignite Shoes

1 comment:

  1. This is such a sweet outfit – its sure to look amazing! I love that dress and the gorgeous lace touches.

    xo, Meera | www.momentswithmeera.com
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